The Notebook

True Love

I am privileged and grateful to say amongst all the Earth-shattering things I have experienced… I know…what True Love is.

I have, in fact, experienced it.

I never have to ask…what if…

What if… I got sick?

What if we got “divorced” or “separated”

What if we die?

What if I … can’t be intimate?

What if, I can’t, function?

What if… I can’t go out?

What if, I can’t… provide financially?

What if…we get separated again?

What if…we lose everything…

What if… our families tear us apart…

What if… I can’t see… in the dark

What if I have nothing to offer not even myself?

What if… my Love isn’t enough?

What if I can’t do the big wedding?

What if… I can’t have children?What if your friends, my friends, your family, my family – don’t like me, don’t like us?

What if, I become… magical?

What if, I have a baby with “someone else” or a soulmate in many places…

What if He isn’t you, but you are still Him?

What if…through death, time, form,

We are separated in Space?

What if…I love you and you love me anyway?

What if, all we have.. is each other and our Love?

What if I needed you?

What if I can’t clean or cook?

What if…all we wanted was to finish that promise – to marry and complete the engagement to each other?

What if we felt we failed, lost Shakti?

Died?

Were separated by things other than just plane..

What if… what if I was nothing

But my Self –

Naked in the moonlight.

What if..

I don’t have to ask with Him.. with us…

None of those questions I already know the answer.

What if Nothing?

Then we’ll overcome it.

What if…

I am privileged to say I have loved unconditionally and truly, as has he, that we live on inseparable – that I know I have experienced the answers to all of it first hand and his answer when I ask, Why?

I know your heart… and that is Timeless.

Unconditional Love – it is true Love… it is God’s Love..

I don’t have to wonder…

He fights for me even still as we do together.

Love,

I don’t have to wonder.

I know.

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