Shiv Shakti Yoga & Dance

The Notebook

True Love I am privileged and grateful to say amongst all the Earth-shattering things I have experienced… I know…what True Love is. I have, in fact, experienced it. I never have to ask…what if… What if… I got sick? What if we got “divorced” or “separated” What if we die? What if I … can’t be intimate? What if, I can’t, function? What if… I can’t go out? What if, I can’t… provide financially? What if…we get separated again? What if…we lose everything… Wha

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Mar 302 min read

Shakti

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Mar 240 min read

Brahman

What I have seen this year, is nothing short of a miracle. But that is the way that He works… Brahman I see him everywhere… in everything… I see how I serve Him How I am Him.. How we fight for Him. His Commander. There is Nothing I wouldn’t do for Him. I see Him.. I see a Smile… I see friendship I see Love… Someone who cares. I see a baby girl She is Him There He is.. again … He came I see Him I walk in full regalia and meet Him. Shake

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Dec 18, 20242 min read

The Sun

The Sun loved a girl with everything. Everything, until there was nothing left, but Him. Love it does this, it transforms you – into something. Something magnificent, something glorious, something whole. Something complete. When you give – everything. Despite what choices he may have made, the Sun always loved me. In all of them. Selflessly. And because of that, it was him I became – from ash risen again. Him who carried me, him who loved me, him who saved m

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Oct 25, 20242 min read

Warrior of God

Are you chiselled by sea, by land, by sky, by stars, I do not know, which God made you, but carved you are from pain, sorrow, love, courage, honesty, integrity, grit and stamina – into some other being, of some other making. You are the hero of all men, the one who steps in, when all have failed. But you do it so quietly, so lovingly, with so much dedication, one feels you weaved the whole thing – just for me. Solitude lives about you, a quietness, a secret, a sadness. But y

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Sep 8, 20243 min read

To You

I just want to say I never imagined I could share all of this with anyone. I wondered what would become of me, what would happen. Felt really isolated, or as if whoever knew was turned against me, or believed the lies about me. Didn't see me. For you to have reacted the way you did, after all of this, is beyond me. I have waited all this time for one thing and one thing alone and that is God. I have no more words I always believed you would come. Adi Shakti

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Apr 6, 20241 min read

A Manifesto for Shiva

I believe if you hit love, Love will hold your fist and embrace it Like water Unchanging, pure and true. I believe if you douse Love, Its flame will rise up And engulf you. Burn you in its intensity that your darkness will be cleared away, until only it remains untouched, everlasting and whole. I believe if you dirty Love, Put garbage, insults, accusations on it Into the Earth, the Mother will embrace you That you’ll wonder at your misdeeds, And you will clean Her… and wo

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Feb 22, 20242 min read

The Wall

I am not afraid… You could say To write, or share, this tale If my pen would allow With the date and all. This tale of me and Om Shanti. He was to Me, My son Yes, But so much more in all the roles he’s played for Me. To find the space for this tale. I go to Not. Beyond the veil Where I am not that, I just am. Shanti I prayed for him to come for a long time and eventually he did. Taking one form or another. I served with Him… on the wall you could

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Sep 19, 20234 min read

Captain of the Sea

The winds blew in and kissed my lips and I know it was you who sent it… Across the Sea, they travelled to meet me, swirling around me and rejoicing, Shanti. As I sat on the sand, looking out at, you barely a dot on the horizon how, but still, my focal point. I loved to watch you at Sea… Like you were part of the horizon. Like without you, it was incomplete somehow. There is the Sea, meeting the Sky – the Sun hanging over the clouds at the meeting point… But where

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Jul 6, 20234 min read

The Sun King & Queen

I hear the train, as it races by on the tracks. Where did you go, I look at my hands there was no more – only letting go. No struggle anymore… did that happen or was it a dream. Me alone sitting back on the back car as the train zooms. What just happened? Where did he go? I try to sort it out – this vague recollection of a person – I was helping. My hands wave through the tall grasses in the field, as I wear white. It’s gone. There is Him – no more… What do I

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Jun 15, 20235 min read

The Sun Queen

What would make you stop loving Me, Om… Anything? Nothing. Nothing? Nothing… I saw Her… Shanti… After what He told Me… My...

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Sep 7, 20221 min read

Not You

Om… He is my companion… my best friend. My soulmate, my lover… … left side - . What he means to me Right side - . Above… Sun… To think they named him that… gives some hope to the black void he has become. He has accompanied Me…through the ages… We learn from each other… We grow… I love Him, because He is my Om. He is Me, and I am Him. I know Him, like I know the back of my own hand. I know His darkness, I know his Light. We were created, as One… Him

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Sep 3, 20221 min read

What is Family?

Family is something I never had, but always wanted. I’ve been… working… you could say… since birth. Working… on my way Home… to get...

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Aug 30, 20221 min read

Harmony

Harmony… is what is between the strings of an instrument when it is played. Each string, having its own purpose, each chord, striking its own tune, unique in its individuality, yet when played together, becomes… Harmony. It is a dance of moving parts, of moving strings, that when taken together, create this kind of melody, this kind of symphony, that is harmony. It is where each piece, each string, each person even is playing their role, as unique and individual

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Aug 27, 20221 min read